February 2010
1 post
Brain is fried from studying Algorithm Design, body is dead from weight lifting… okay, what’s next? :D
January 2010
1 post
Angry music is awesome for workouts. Made it to 146 chair push-ups tonight. Arms are happily dead now. I need to develop a more … routine routine? Eh, we’ll see.
December 2009
3 posts
Broken
I don’t even know why I’m so upset right now, I shouldn’t be. I even felt there was something wrong with the situation. I thought I was prepared for a no… and now all I can feel is utter bitterness at the world. I want to snap at someone, be angry, or anything… feel anything but this. Its Christmas time… and I thought that maybe I’d be able to spend it...
Grind
Hmmm. I think I’m back into being able to do 10 hour runs at studying. Haven’t even had coffee yet today. Just got to keep at it and I should be fine for the exam tomorrow.
Oh man, I thought Andy just walked into the cafe. It wasn’t her… somewhat disappointed, but I probably would have dropped my studies xD so I guess its a good thing……………...
Where am I going?
I love to run. I know that, and over the past couple years its one of the few things that hasn’t changed.
I’ve gone from being a lazy video gamer to… well I still play video games, but I got good enough to keep up with a college track team. I can make all the excuses in the world for why I stopped… crazy girl, too many classes… but when it comes down to it, the...
October 2009
1 post
Online Note Taking →
September 2009
2 posts
New Beginning
I haven’t seen a blue sky morning like this in over a week. Maybe its a sign of a new beginning… I want to get out there and run. 6 miles, doesn’t seem too bad :D
I tried out for NJIT’s track team this past Friday and I’m setting up for the long distance events. Preseason training starts 5:30am on Monday… I think I really like Coach Riggs. I’ve got...
Thought I’d finally found a way around it… maybe even get to ask her tonight. Rain check on that one.
July 2009
3 posts
Burnt
I’m constantly tired… feel burnt out. FM was supposed to be finished almost 2 weeks ago and I’m doing nothing about it. My cryptography professor is hounding me about work that I don’t want to do with a PhD student whose only real expertise is Java. Most of the other interns don’t want to talk and I feel awkward around them, yet we still see each other out of some...
June 2009
3 posts
The end of the silence is the loudest moment of all.
Walking
I want to go for a walk for no reason other than to walk…
Twitter in the classroom →
May 2009
14 posts
Thoughts
Why do we always need money in order to hang out? Or go out? Or do something?
Happiness comes from acts of kindness we don’t expect… frustration, greed, despair, and hatred come from the unkind acts we always expect. As much as I wish I could eliminate the bad habits in my life that repeat themselves over and over… its hard to break out of them. I get up in the...
For the arachnaphobics out there...
fmylife:
Today, I was straightening my hair when I heard this crunching, sizzling sound. Taking the flat iron away, I realized that I had just fused a spider to my hair with the heat. FML
Terminator Salvation
Sooo… while most people are nay-saying the new Terminator movie, I believe that there was a different expectation of the movie than what was presented. In a way I am disappointed because I would have liked to see one of the characters develop further… of course, the character’s death prohibits that, but he fulfilled his purpose. I feel this movie was more of a side story to the...
“Out of excitement and hungoverness, I threw up on her shoes.”
– FML
What if historically significant people posted on...
fmylife:
noonish:
“The other day I was trying to get all my friends for dinner and I ended up having to feed them both my blood and my body. One of them betrayed me now I am hung in between two thieves for apparently trying to be King of the Jews. Thanks Dad, FML.”
“Tried to go to the White people highschool today. They were literally all racist and I had to have cops escort me to my classes....
“I am in shape. Round is a shape.”
– funny friend
150
I’ve really been slacking, considering it took me 5 1/2 months to do what I thought I’d have done in 3 at the maximum. It just means that I’m really going to have to train hard this summer.
o.@?
She cooks, she drinks, she’s fun and smart, and she gave me her number…
WOO! ^_^
Finals Week
This week is going to be all about how much work I can get done and how many finals I can get through before dieing…
Monday:
Sleep til 8am, meeting with finance professor at 9am. If all goes well, exam time. If not, I’m utterly screwed. Can’t believe I made such a stupid mistake, I feel like such an idiot.
After that’s done, working on the database project that...
fmylife:
Today, I noticed that someone smeared “wash me” into the grime of my car. I decided to take it to get a wash. I pulled up, put my vehicle in neutral, and kicked back as it slowly started to move. You never realize how long it takes a sun roof to close until water is dumping on your head. FML
fmylife:
Today, I heard the lawnmower running. I quickly jumped out of bed to walk my dog and see the cute lawn guy. I flirted for ten minutes and he was smiling the whole time. Back inside I saw I had UNDER 21 written backwards three places on my face from the stamp on my hand from the bar last night. FML
April 2009
15 posts
Feeding the Anger
If the skies lit with fire, if it rained ashes for days, if the world cracked apart and became Hell itself… that wouldn’t be enough.
This absolutely sucks. I was genuinely happy until a minute ago, and now I’m just disappointed again. Just like that, my motivation to sit down and make progress on my work.
On another note, where did all the intelligent people go?
Time Waster Extreme: Google News Timeline →
How does a blind man run a thousand miles?
How do you feel when there is no one around?
I was thinking about a New Yorker adage last night…
“You can only have two out of these three: a good relationship, a good job, or a good apartment.”
Hrmmm.
The Angel And The One
You are the angel… and I am the one who is praying…
I’ve got the magic in me… I am complete is what I’m saying…
fmylife:
Today, I walked in on my boyfriend of 5 years having sex with my best friend. When they saw me they immediately stopped and said nothing. After about 5 seconds of silence my boyfriend yells “April fools!!”. April Fools was 12 days ago. FML
Engl-ish Moment
brbs…
does it mean be right back soon, or a plural of brb? Kinda like brbish… which is a vaguery [how is that not a word???] added on to emphasize that I will be right back, but potentially not soon…
Cherry Blossom 10k: Runner Thoughts
I did all the things a runner should not do. I ate steak the night before. I barely slept long enough to be awake for the race, and went alone.
Yet the sun shone as I jogged over to the Newark light rail on Lock Street. Birds chirped somewhat happily, and I felt good. I tried to take in all that I could during the trip: I’d never taken the subway in this direction before. I started to...
Sexy Women Have Lightsaber Duel →
I’m testing out Windows 7… so far I like it a lot. :]
March 2009
41 posts
Holy crap…
Just got a call from Thingee this morning [job I applied to], it woke me up so fast. Carla seemed to really like my qualifications and I was able to answer her questions fast enough that I was promised an interview soon ^_^
Then I realized my website was somewhat incomplete, so I dashed to SSH and uploaded some of the newest content pages, hopefully before anyone looked for...
“Good luck with your rolling abortion.”
897.
I’ve decided to keep this blog for personal thoughts / ideas / rants and use the new site for professional works. We’ll see how it develops ^_^
900!
It works!
http://web.njit.edu/~jdp24/
Now rewritten in PHP + mySQL + Javascript + CSS… there are some things that need tweaking, but the scripts to generate a photo gallery and news gallery are both done. Now I just have to work on the various areas of the site and the customization each one is going to need. I’m thinking about implementing a testing area for HTML and putting some tutorials...
